Two cats and a donkey
samedi 29 octobre 2011
Gently lonely
The sound of my heels makes the strange man before me turn around. He says to himself that yes indeed he had heard something. This quaint street in a Parisian neighbourhood isn't so quiet though. And he has his headphones on. How atuned must he be with the world around him. How his insides must churn with loneliness. His mind is the desert. It pays nothing to search inside your own world. There is no water to feed the weeds. There are no weeds to begin with. No object to bestow your love or your admiration upon.
Another man my heels cross notices how many little shops line up here. He too says it outloud, to no one in particular. My heart breaks a little, but it thinks mainly of itself and of a time when such need to communicate might rise within myself. Too late. I'm already thinking outloud. My streets are empty, no step makes me hope for an accidental ear.
The Chat seeks the confort of paws, its own too small for such a big head.
lundi 24 octobre 2011
The Psychologist's Couch
Just Got Ditched! Yay! Not. I don't think I'm in love anymore, but it still hurts and I wonder why. Is companionship like any habit, more or less hard to pick up and give up? Doesn't say much good about my human nature, in that case. Would it have hurt less if I hadn't been through a hellish day today, what with Parisian buses and all? I don't know and I hate being so lost. A thought about whoring myself a bit crossed my mind, and despite almost constant self-destructive behaviour, it wouldn't be a revenge and it wouldn't help my self-image. Besides, it's not nice to use people, even if they use you right back, is it?
I wish for a better soul to take care of me.
The Chat longs for forgetful sleep.
samedi 15 octobre 2011
Seeing Red
Stumbled a week ago upon this wonderful singer. And she's gorgeous too.
No copyright infringement intended.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6_lF0Klz5Y
"Loving Strangers" by Russian Red
The image comes from: http://www.listal.com/viewimage/387374 (Added by andré gomes on 9 November 2008)
Again, no copyright infringement intended. And thank you to those who posted the song and the photo!
The Chat can't stop purring.
Universal Sign Language
So. I was out and runing this evening and not 10 seconds into my run I was nicely encouraged to continue by a couple of teenagers (I think): "Run, Forrest, run!".
Amazed by their culture and witticism, I was only able to reply a few seconds later, by that very eloquent third finger of our superior limbs.
How come one only feels smart when comparing oneself with others? "I am so intelligent, I must be, seeing as you're so stupid..."
It could be an effort to exist - make oneself aknowledge by another, be it just a passer-by. Too bad it was done by trying to hurt. I wonder if my aknowledging this phrase amounts to walking into their trap. Or made this sad encounter into a dialogue.
And yet I can't help but feel pretty great, as I rarely stand up for myself. It felt like a victory, like saying "Yep, heard ya, don't give a damn, go *duck yourself".
The Chat would eat a duck, but killing is against his beliefs. And against the law, here, in Paris.
Amazed by their culture and witticism, I was only able to reply a few seconds later, by that very eloquent third finger of our superior limbs.
How come one only feels smart when comparing oneself with others? "I am so intelligent, I must be, seeing as you're so stupid..."
It could be an effort to exist - make oneself aknowledge by another, be it just a passer-by. Too bad it was done by trying to hurt. I wonder if my aknowledging this phrase amounts to walking into their trap. Or made this sad encounter into a dialogue.
And yet I can't help but feel pretty great, as I rarely stand up for myself. It felt like a victory, like saying "Yep, heard ya, don't give a damn, go *duck yourself".
The Chat would eat a duck, but killing is against his beliefs. And against the law, here, in Paris.
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